Feb
Juggle Juggle – I feel like a clown sometimes
Today, I started taking an actual yoga class. Not that WII fit stuff either. Real instructor at an actual studio. I FRICKEN LOVED IT! I feel like I am doing something to get back in touch with my bod again. Step one to avoid meltdown for Queenie. In any case, when I do stuff like this, there is always an internal struggle to get going. Internal as in “What do I do with the kids?” “Is this worth it to give up time at home with them” Are they going to kill each other while I am off doing something for myself” You know, Momma stuff.
Today, as I lay on the mat at the end of my class. We were in the process of grounding. (relaxing ourselves before the end of class) I decided that I didn’t care what I walked in to when I got back home that I was going to give myself these two hours each week. I deserved and NEEDED them.
So today, I took a step to get myself back. I want to be that lady who is in total control of who she is again. I want to stop being a victim of my whacked out brain. I miss that crazy lady.
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I am living proof that 30 something, eco-friendly, vegetarians are not tight assed boring people. I bitch, I curse, I rant and I rave. I do not live conventionally nor do I think inside any box
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