Jan
Between crying fits
I realized something last week. All of this shit that has been stressing me out – I can’t change any of it. That has me both pissed off and relieved. I would really hate to think that I was in control of this chaos.
In any case, I made the decision to just let it go. What choice do I have really? I can’t make these people get my paperwork done any quicker. I can’t make them not be idiots. Hell, I can’t even make them like me. It’s all business right? They have kissed my ass on occasion for one reason only – to make a buck. The beauty in this realization: I don’t have to like them either. I don’t have to be nice to them. I don’t have to treat them with the respect that they have failed to give me or my family. The only thing I HAVE to do is show up and sign the papers and collect the keys to our dream home.
With any luck, that can be accomplished in the next couple of weeks and then I can very sweetly tell them to kiss my inpatient, unethical and ridiculous ass. Hmmm…maybe I should have a shirt made to wear to the closing????
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I am living proof that 30 something, eco-friendly, vegetarians are not tight assed boring people. I bitch, I curse, I rant and I rave. I do not live conventionally nor do I think inside any box
that you may know of. I am a mom, a wife, a gamer, a blogger and a woman who loves to have fun. This blog is just me, blunt, raw and to the point. 
It really sucks when you come to the realization that you’re not the puppetmaster in life, doesn’t it? Then again, as you said, it takes a load off your shoulders!
I’ve said it before…hang in there, kiddo. In a few months this will all be a distant memory!