Jun
Some Days, It Just Doesn’t Pay
We had a fabulous day today. Sun was shining. There was happiness all around. I was flitting from one good thing to the next when I suddenly had a not so nice thought about a person that I had once considered a good friend. This does happen to me from time to time. I get these random bitchy things that just fly into my head out of no where. I always feel badly about them because…well…they are bitchy.
Today’s thought apparently hit me at the right time because I expressed this thought out loud to my hub. The bad thing is: he justified it. Told me that he didn’t think it was random and that it was definitely something that he saw and felt as well. It really left a bad taste in my mouth. I don’t like feeling icky about people. I don’t want to be upset with anyone. But I have been hurt a bunch lately so I am doing what I call “self preservation” and I am just being very cautious about my emotions. Upon a discussion with hub about my not so random bitchies…I think I need a spring cleaning again.
I really need to take stock of things and sever ties that are not positively influencing my life. Why is it so much easier for me to toss out clothes and shoes that I love than it is to toss the crappy people in my life? Some things just really aren’t worth it. I know that. Yet, I wind up here – with shitty people around. This is a situation that I will definitely be pondering in the Keys this week.
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I am living proof that 30 something, eco-friendly, vegetarians are not tight assed boring people. I bitch, I curse, I rant and I rave. I do not live conventionally nor do I think inside any box
that you may know of. I am a mom, a wife, a gamer, a blogger and a woman who loves to have fun. This blog is just me, blunt, raw and to the point. 
I think that’s why I unconsciously choose to have few friends. I loathe drama, loathe having my perfect little world thrown upside down by other people who are out of control. I choose new friends very wisely, and it doesn’t happen very often. I keep them at a distant, and most always let them know what I’m like right up front.
Anyhoo I hope you have the most excellent vacation.
Its just me and the kiddos on this trip. We are meeting up with Mom, Dad, My Aunt and My Grannie though. I will miss hub but I am sooo looking forward to getting away from home for a few days.
Wish you were here to join me Kel. Would be a blast for sure.
I sure hope one of those friends isnt me! lol
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hello there..queenie.stumbled upon ur blog a few days back.hope u dont mind i put it on my blog lists.
i love what u write.;o)
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